Monday, January 4, 2010

thegreatdepression

this is pretty much what my last 2 weeks were like. dreamy winter mountain landscapes. relaxing. reading. and trying not to get too depressed about my age. next year will be my 30. birthday, and i CAN NOT believe it. i really have a problem with it, as ridiculous as that is, but it depresses me. is that already a midlife crisis?? for the last few years, i have constantly managed to feel more or less comfortable about myself, being nothing else but me, from head to toe. it took some time, but it worked. and now, i´m afraid of a number. i know it´s just a number, but 30. that will change everything. leaving my twenties will be my personal, negative milestone.


1 comment:

SpiegelEule said...

depression looks great in the first pic!