Thursday, May 7, 2009


some minutes ago i had a moment where i came to realize that i´m actually 28. twenty-EIGHT. and that i reached this act of the play almost unnoticed. is that a first sign of getting "old" , when you painfully realize how time flies.flies.flies. and although i´m happy with what i do, with what i am, i feel like i´m standing like a shadow next to myself and watching my life fly by in front of me. 
i never realized so sharply, that i still feel like my life is in FRONT of me, like you do when you´re, well, let´s say 21, but the problem is that the years have passed by, and i didn´t even notice. the problem is, i´m not 21.  again, it´s already may. 5 months like nothing. i´m in panic. i wanna stop time.right now. 
don´t know how i will survive when in 1 and 1/2 years i will  nomore be twenty-whatever, but thirty-something. don´t know. that 3 is like a monster waiting for me. 

till then, a good aim would be to make as much days become remarkable ones as possible.

1 comment:

Cassandra said...

Remember when a month seemed like a year? When we were kids it felt like forever, and now I see pages of the calendar flying off the wall. But hey, they say 30 is the new 20! :P